CAT DAY

HELP!!!! MY INNER CHILD HAS TAKEN OVER AND GONE COMPLETELY BONKERS.

"I just want everyone to be happy."

Ever said this to yourself? I have, about a bazillion times the last couple months alone. And especially in the last two weeks. And you know what? I realized something!

YOU WILL NEVER MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY!

Ever. Like never ever ever ever. I'm talking Taylor Swift's level of finality here. Today my inner child rose up and said "NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!" And all my older, more experienced voices were like,

"What? Dude chill we're just gonna try to make everybody happy no matter how uncomfortable we are, and everything will work out somehow!"

And my inner child was like, "NOPE! NOT TODAY! TODAY, WE ARE GONNA DO WHAT WE WANT HOW WE WANT WHEN WE WANT!"

And all the other voices said, "YES! We're with you!"

And then there were some Lord of the Rings references and my mind basically delivered an amazing speech to itself.

But then as I was thinking, I wondered if maybe my inner child had taken over too much. I mean, when we're kids we don't have any idea of kindness or humility. It's all MINE MINE MINE.

We see a toy we want, we take it. We see food we want, into our mouths it goes.

So my question is: is there such a thing as letting your inner child out TOO much?

Mine insists that she and I are gonna rule the world forever, or at least today she is. Maybe its just a mood. I hope so, cuz I really don't think I'm cut out to rule the world, or even my life. I don't want to rule it, besides rare days like today when I give myself awesome speeches and protest everything that anyone says about anything.

I feel like a cat today. You know? Some days you feel like a dog, where all your energy is just focused on pleasing everyone. That was me since the beginning of the year. And now I'm like,

"NOPE! Done with that. Call me a kitty cat cuz I'm feeling insanely selfish and aloof today."

Well this was basically a pointless rant. Maybe I should have written something beautiful, or meaningful. Haha. Guess what?

DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT EITHER!

toodlooo!