April 20th

April 20th and the sun has set again
April 20th and another day has passed
The sky is dark
And its too late now
"Too late, too late," the night wind whispers to me
I feel the shivers down my spine
And I feel that old feeling creep into my mind
There's a door in the back of my heart I keep locked
Blocking out the dangerous thoughts
But somehow this one sneaks in again
Persistent, constant, time and time again
I pretend I can't feel
I pretend I don't see
But I can't keep it from getting to me
And my heart is heavy
April 20th